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this one isnt working properly therefore im going to make a new one.

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i use them both unless i tell you otherwise.

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Dance with the Devil -- Chapter 11 -- The Council

Aiden's P.O.V. --

once i had stepped through the towering blue flames, i was now standing on a huge cliff. actually it was more like a small island, literally hovering thousands of feet in the air between snow topped mountains. the island was made of ice. and standing on the other side of the island was a tall gothic victorian castle, yea, i said castle. the Council is so old school.

i tredded my way through the two foot deep snow and of course right when i got to the door, i was blocked by four guards.

"what is your business here?" a really buff looking guard spoke with a alarmingly loud voice.

"damn, does everyone have to know what the hell im up too?" i said aloud to myself.

"tell us, or we will me forced to throw your puny little body off the edge of the island," the big one said again.

"now, now, James, calm down. Aiden is our friend," a voice i solemnly recognized as Demitri Sterling. head leader of the Council.

the big guard i now knew as James stepped aside with a look of disappointment and rage across his face. i guessed he really wanted to throw my so called " puny little body" over the edge.

"well, well, Mr. Procter. that is what your going by now, isnt it. didnt you choose to go by some american name and not your true name?" Demitri asked, but i knew he already knew my answer.

"you know i dont like my familys true name," i told him walking past him and into to the castle.

"well, Aiden, what brings you to visit the Council today?" Demitri said now appearing in front of me, stopping me in my tracks before i went any further.

"you know why im here."

"on the conturary i dont," he simply said to me crossing his arms across his chest.

"where are you hiding Summer's little sister?" i was starting to get pissed off.

"we dont have your little girlfriends sister,"Demitri simply said.

"then how do you explain the fact that Summer's best friend Nadia, is now standing behind you?" i waited for his response. there was no way he was gettin out of this one. Nadia grinned a menacing grin, fangs flashing.

"you know all newborns are transported straight to us," Demitri said.

and he was right. i hadnt thought about that. just cause Nadia was here, it doesnt mean that they were the ones who changed her.

"Nadia, who did this to you?" that was a stupid question. no one ever remembered who changed them. i dont even know who changed me so long ago.

"you know that no one remembers that," Demitri said to me.

this was hopless. i had come this way for nothing. i spun around on my heel and headed my way out of the castle. if the Council didnt take Emery, then who did?

Summer's P.O.V--

i opened my eyes. oops. i didnt mean to fall asleep.

"Aiden?" i called out.

"im in here," Aiden called back.

it sounded like he was in the master bedroom. he was leaning on the headboard on the king sized bed. he looked like he was deep in thought. i climbed onto the bed next to him.

"you okay?" i asked.

"i have to tell you something, Summer."

"what?"

"Nadia isnt dead."

"she isnt!" i said with excitment," where is she?"

"she's at the Coucil. Summer, she's a vampire. whoever transformed her, more than likely has Emery," he told me.

whoa. i didnt know what to say. Nadia, a vampire. it felt so weird knowing that.

"but if she's a vampire wouldnt she know who turned her into one?" i asked.

"no. no one ever remembers that. even i dont," Aiden lowered his head.

i didnt really know what to say, the only thing i could think of to do was hold him. i wrapped my arms around his stomach, my head rested on his chest. i was already half way laying down anyways. i could feel his fingers fiddling with my hair.

"we'll find her, Summer. i promise."

to be continued....

Dance with the Devil- Chapter 10- The Ways of the Vampire

Summer's P.O.V.--

"hello Azulah," Aiden simply said stepping closer to the woman.

"what brings you back sweetheart? you finally come to your senses? did you finally realize leaving me was a big mistake?" she spoke as she circled around Aiden, trailing her red painted nails across his chest and shoulder blades,"ooo, you even brought me back a little snack."

Azulah started heading my way, now standing behind me.

"Summer is not to be touched," Aiden pulled Azulah away from me right when i started to feel her breath on my shoulder.

"my coming back has nothing to do with you, Azulah," he said now glaring her down.

i had a feeling i had just stepped into an even bigger problem. Aiden headed towards me and pulled me away from the mob and Azulah.

"Aiden, who was she? who was Azulah?" i asked him. he had led me into a cabin at the far end of the town.

"to be honest, Summer, i was destined to spend my immortal life with her. i was suppose to turn her immortal. she was a mortal born in a immortal family. when i didnt want to take her life, i walked away from a treaty between my family and Azulah's family, but now it looks like since the last time i was here, that shes found someone else to turn her to.. well.. a vampire," Aiden explained to me.

"but since you didnt turn her into a vampire, is there like a feud between your family and hers now?" i asked.

"there always has been. i had one chance to change that and i turned away," he told me,"but please Summer, you have nothing to worry about. me and Azulah have never been and never will. i swear too you."

Aiden was now holding my hands. i could tell he really meant what he was saying. just by the baby blue color that was now in his eyes. i just smiled acknowledging him that i understood.

"whats it like being a vampire, Aiden?" i asked with huge curiousity.

"it can be a pain in the butt sometimes but on the other hand it comes in handy," he said with a smile.

"do you have like any special powers or something?"

he giggled,"yea actually i do. im one of the few that have a power. like all vampires i have the strength of a thousand men and i can run at the speed of light, but the one thing that i can do that others cant is that i can accompany myself with other vampires powers. like if im near someone who can read minds then if i choose to i can read minds as well."

"that is wicked awesome!" i squealed,"is there anything else vampires can do?"

i wanted to know everything. after all didnt i have the right to know, dont i?

"well with our moods our eyes change colors. if we're being honest our eyes turn baby blue. if we're hungry and need to feed our eyes turn red and then solid black. if we're not feeling anything they go to our original eye color, which in my case is green. and so on and so forth," he said all this with a smile. i guessed he was surprised that i was this interested in knowing instead of running away like i know i should, but i know i couldnt run no matter how much i wanted to.

Aiden's P.O.V--

i started to walk away into the kitchen, leaving Summer to lay down on the small couch infront of the fireplace. i knew she must be freezing, i didnt warn her that Transylvania usually snows year round.

i found a thick blanket near a trunk next to the wall and wrapped Summer up in it. the warmth of the fire must have put her to sleep. she was soundlessly sleeping.

i figured i could take this time to go to where i thought Emery might be.

i knew there was another door at the end of this cabin. that was exactly why i chose to stay in this one. moving my way into the master bedroom, i found another fireplace on the west wall. it had the symbols of the Council rimmed the trim of the mantel. this was deffinatly the door to the underground. the flames in the fireplace turned blue when i hovered my hand near the top of the flames. the fireplace was big enough for me to just walk straight into it and thats exactly what i did.

it had been awhile since i had visited the Council. im sure they remembered me quite fondly though.

to be continued...

Dance with the Devil- Chapter 9- Revealed.

Summer's P.O.V--

"Aiden, please just.." i started to say but before i could finish, he was already starting to turn around. Aiden's eyes had turned solid black. there was no white at all. they were as black as night.

that wasnt the only thing that caught my eye though. Aiden had sharp fangs coming from his mouth.

"i didnt want you to see me like this," Aiden spoke lowering his head.

i didnt really know what to say. something like this is something you dont expect in your life. who wouldve thought the guy i liked would be a.. a.. vampire.

i took a cautious step closer to him, but he backed up. i took another step, Aiden couldnt move any farther. he was backed up against the wall.

"im not afraid, Aiden," i said to him now only a couple of inches away from him.

his head was still lowered. i stood there for a second not knowing exactly what to do. finally he looked up at me. i didnt even realized that i had had my hand resting on his jaw line.

"you should be afraid," he simply said.

"sorry to disappoint you hun," i smiled. he laughed a little at my statement.

Aiden's eyes were starting to come back to their normal color and his fangs went back into his gums. he now looked like a regular teenage boy.

"we need to go. Emery's life could be in danger," Aiden's smile faded.

"what exactly are we talking about here? what kind of danger?" i asked.

"ill explain when we get there," he simply said grabbing my forearm and dragging me down the stairs.

"but we cant just leave Nadia's body here!"

i yanked my arm from Aiden and ran into the kitchen. i was readying myself to see my best friend laying there, but when i got there, Nadia was no where to be seen. the puddle of her blood was still on the floor.

"Aiden!" i yelled running back into the living room," Nadia is gone!"

"i know. we need to get out of here."

"what? what do you mean you know shes gone?" i asked being dragged out of the house.

"i told you, Summer, ill explain when we get there."

holy fuck, i was so confused. nothing was making since. Aiden was a vampire. Nadia was dead but she wasnt where she had died. someone had kidnapped Emery and now her life was endangered. what the hell was going on around here?

the roar of Aiden's Viper was the only noise that surrounded us. we didnt speak. the radio wasnt even turned on. Aiden sped up and down diffrent highways. apparently he knew exactly where he was suppose to be going. i wanted to ask him where we were going again but i didnt want to disturb him. he looked like he was in deep concentration. i would be too if i was going this fast.

the last time i had looked at the clock it was three in the morning. i guessed i had nodded off cause it was now daylight outside when i opened my eyes.

"Summer? you awake?" Aiden suddenly said.

"mhmm."

"we're here."

"and exactly where is here?"

"Transylvania," he added.

i figured it was some place like that. there was atleast two feet deep snow covering the ground and the homes. smoke was coming out of the chimneys of the homes.

"Halt!!" a mans voice came from behind was when we stepped out of the car,"turn around with your hands up."

we did as we were told.

"who are you and what is your business here?" the same man said. he was holding a spear gun and it was aiming right at us. i looked at Aiden. i didnt know what to do. this place was new to me. and despite the fact that the locals might kill me and Aiden, i liked it here.

"our business is our own," Aiden simply said to the man.

"this is our town. your business here is ours as well," the man said.

"Stop this!" a womans voice said from out of the crowd. she approached herself beside the man. she was really stunning. long wavy brown hair that hit the middle of her back and unlike the other woman who seemed to have dresses on. this one in particular had a pair of black paints and knee high boots over them. complete with a thin long sleeved shirt. i looked at Aiden trying to see if he knew this woman. apparently so. he was looking at her with loving eyes.

i gave her an evil glare.

"Aiden. youve come back," she said with a strangly sexy voice.

to be continued...

Dance with the Devil- Chapter 8- Secrets

Aiden's P.O.V--

i could feel her pulse starting to slow down. i'd held her under for to long. unlike me, she needed to breathe. i let her go of my grip and we swam to the surface. Summer gasped for air when we hit the break between water and air.

"how could you hold your breath that long, Aiden?" she asked me still trying to catch her breath.

"you did, too," i simply added.

"well yea but.."

"but?"

Summer had a confused look on her face. she didnt have anything to say. i gave her my best smile, the one i knew she loved.

she seemed to forget completly what we were talking about.

i laughed, " come on. lets get outta this water."

even dripping wet and her eye makeup slightly smeared, she still looked amazingly beautiful. ugh. i need to quit doing that. Dammit. why did it have to be her? why did it have to be Summer? why did the Council send me to get her?

why did she have to be the key?

"Aiden? you alright?" Summer asked interupting my thoughts.

i smiled, " yes, im perfectly fine. come one its getting late."

"yea i should get back. Nadia is probably worn out by Emery," she snickered.

i chuckled at the thought.

Summer's P.O.V --

it was about time for Aiden to leave. i had the most amazing time with him that i never wanted him to leave.

he gave me a goodnight kiss on the cheek and started to head down the porch stairs. as i was opening the door i let out a terrible scream of horror.

"whats wrong?" Aiden said now standing next to me again.

i didnt answer.

there in front of me was the whole house.. trashed and torn apart. the couch ripped in many places. the TV screed was cracked with a huge gaping hole in the middle of it.

"Nadia!?" i called walking into the kitchen.

and there she was, laying on the kitchen floor. a puddle of blood forming under her. there was so much blood that i couldnt even tell where her wound was.

"oh my god, Nadia!" i paniked my way over to her and kneeled down beside her. i tryed to lift her up but when i did a terrible cracking sound came from her. i traced my hand down her body. every bone inside her was broken. she was already so cold. like the blood had been drained completly out of her body.

"Aiden! call the..." i called out when i finally found my voice, but her wasnt behind me, "Aiden?"

no answer.

"AIDEN!!" i called out louder.

still no answer.

i left the sight of Nadia's broken body and went to see where Aiden was. i checked every room in the house. my last option was my room.

i climbed the stairs to my room. and Aiden stood there staring out my window.

"Aiden?" i said quietly walking up to him.

"Summer," he said still not looking at me," they have Emery."

"what? who?"

"if you want to get her back, your going to have to come with me."

"where? ill do anything," i told him.

"dont say that!" he said sternly turning around fiercly to look at me," dont ever say you'll do anything."

"but i would."

"no. you wouldnt. not what they are gonna ask of you. you dont want it," he said grabbing my shoulders.

"what dont i want, Aiden? what are you talking about?" he was starting to frighten me. the look he had in his eyes was horrible. his eyes were turning a deep shade of red. what was happening to him.

Aiden turned back around to face out the window. i could tell he was breathing heavily.

"Aiden are you okay?"

"im fine," his voice was like a growl. a low snarl was coming from his throat.

"Aiden. turn around. look at me," i told him.

"i cant."

"yes you can. turn around Aiden."

i can tell he was hesitating to do what i asked him. i wanted to know what he was hiding from me. what he didnt want me to find out. and if i was going to have to go somewhere with him. i need to know. and i needed to know right now.

to be continued...

Dance with the Devil - Chapter 7 - I'll Never Know

Summers P.O.V. --

Nadia led me down to a near by resturant. i was guessing this was where she worked at.

"dont worry Summer," she said to me as we walked inside, "my boss, Rwanda, shes awesome. trust me."

"i trust you all the way through," i said gazing around the resturant. it was actually a bar. apparently Nadia had lived around as a bartender all these years. ive been to so many bars in the past couple years im sure i could do this job just as well as Nadia could.

"hey Rwanda!" Nadia yelled behind the counter.

"Yo!" i heard a womans voice call. a tall black woman came out from behind the counter and faced us, "hows it goin girl. you finally decided to show up for work?"

"yerp. i had to help my friend here. Rwanda this is Summer. Summer this is Rwanda," Nadia introduced us.

"nice to meet ya hunny," Rwanda smiled at me.

"diddo," i replied.

"Summer needs a job. you think she could help me around with the bartendering?"

"hmmm," Rwanda pondered, " have you bartendered before, hunny?"

"no i havent. ive been around bars for the past couple of years. i know what i have to do," i explained.

"alrighty then. you got the job. lets see how you do," she smiled and went back around the far back.

"well girl, looks like we're going to be working together, " Nadia smiled when Rwanda left, " come on lets go get you a t-shirt."

"a t-shirt?"

"yea, its kinda our uniform. just wear the shirt and your ready to go,"

i smiled. well atleast i didnt have to look like a dumbass in a uniform.

Nadia and i got dressed in the locker rooms in the back of the bar. everyone else had obviously already gotten dressed so we were the only ones in here.

"you ready to go?" i asked Nadia.

"yerp, i sure am. lets go," Nadia added shoving her stuff into a locker as i did before.

"come on girls! we're real busy today!" Rwanda called to us when we stepped out of the back.

"can i help you sir?" i asked the closest man to me.

"yes. i want a quart sized Smirnoff," he told me. his speech was slightly slurred. i think he had had enough already, but i wasnt about to refuse on the first day on the job. i filled a quart of Smirnoff and slid it down to the man at the end.

"hey miss!" another man called to me.

"sir?"

"two dirty Martini's for the chickas at the end of the bar," the man handed me Euros.

"compliments from the man over on the other end," i told the two women. the giggled and look like to hookers with a hung over from the night before.

"is there any law to where you cant serve someone beer if you think they've had to much?" i whispered to Nadia.

"ha. i wish. otherwise we wouldnt be giving any of these people drinks," Nadia snickered.

"good god im glad work is over with," Nadia groaned.

"is it always that hectic?"

"not always but it can be. then theres the time we have bar fights and all that shit," Nadia explained.

i simply groaned. i was so tired, but i wasnt about to pass up being with Aiden.

"ayy Summer, im beat. im sure you wont mind being with Aiden alone. and ill watch Emery,"

"you sure, Nadia, i mean i could take Emery.."

"you are not about to take Emery on a date. that would ruin your chances,"

"my chances of what?"

"you know what im talking about," Nadia said with a devilish grin.

"girl keep your dirty mind to yourself," i smiled.

shit she knows what im thinking again. i laughed to myself. Nadia was such a character. no wonder why she was my best friend. there was a knock on the door.

"Mr. Gorgeous is here," Nadia called.

"Nadia, you better hope he didnt here you. you sure you can handle Emery?"

"she'll be fine. she'll probably be asleep in 30 minutes anyways."

"thanks."

"your welcome. now go. he's waiting," Nadia said sitting down on the couch.

i opened the door and there he was looking as gorgeous as ever. Aiden had a plain black long sleeved shirt on with the sleeves pulled up. a red glove on his hand, black skinny jeans, and red converses.

"hey,"

"hey! you ready?" he asked.

"yerp,"

"come on. change of plans."

"where we going?" i asked wondering what he had in store for me.

"you'll see," he grinned.

Aiden led me to what seemed to be a park, but then again, it was completely empty. no one was around to see us.

"where are we?" i asked him again.

"it doesnt have a name. as a matter of fact, i dont even think anyone knows its here. except for my family and me," he explained.

there was a lake. i hadnt been swimming in forever. i smiled.

"come on," i gestured to him.

"what?"

"come on," i led him to the lake. i slid my shirt and my pants off, along with my shoes. without warning i jumped into the water. it was warm. i was surprised i was still able to hold my breath under water. when i came up above the surface, Aiden wasnt where i had left him. but i could see his clothes lying next to mine. i started to rise above the water to where if a stranger had come up here they'd seen me in my bra and underwear on a boys shoulder. he threw my back and once again i was hit with a wave of water.

i was able to open my eyes under the water and apparently so was Aiden. i know i must have looked ridiculous. i could feel my hair going in every direction, but obviously he didnt care. he pulled me closer to him by my waist. next thing i knew our stomachs were pressed against each other and he was kissing me. how i was able to hold my breath that long ill never know.

to be continued...

Dance with the Devil - Chapter 6 - Long time no See.

Aidens P.O.V --

it was atleast two o'clock in the morning before i headed my way away from the Mediterranean Sea to Athens. I wanted to make sure Summer and Emery were all right. for all i knew they could be.. whoa. no i wasnt about to think horrible thoughts. i was sure they were fine.

slipping into Summers thoughts i found my way to where, i figured out to be Nadia's home. this must have been her friend she was talking about. the house was a two story so i had to figure out the hard way where Summer actually was in the house. on the first floor, i found the girl, Nadia, sleeping heavily on the couch with the tv still going. beside her was little Emery, fast asleep as well. i made my way to the side walls of the house to the second floor.

i heard Summers voice running wild in my head. getting louder as i climbed closer to the nearest window. i didnt even have to look inside to know she was on the other side of that particular window pane.

Summers mind was whirling frantically. it was like she was going to go in a coma soon if she didnt slow her thoughts down.

something enternally hit me. my hunger was coming back. i didnt need to be this close to Summer or anyone for that matter while my thirst grew. i needed to get back home. it was dangerous for me to be here.

Summers P.O.V --

there was a small thud on the window outside my new bedroom, but when i opened the window, nothing was there. i shrugged it off and shut the window back in its place. i had no idea why my mind was working so hard to get an answer on life.

why did this happen to me? wy did Aiden feel the need to help me? why did my parents have to fight all the time? why did Aiden want to help me? why do i keep thinking about Aiden?

so many questions. absolultly no answers. so much of the stress was pulsing through me started to give me a headache. i needed to get some sleep before my skull exploded.

the bed that was now mine felt so nice and comfortable. i fell asleep almost immediatly when i hit the matress.

* * * * *

i woke up before the sun even started to rise. i knew i wasnt going to be able to go back to slepp so i stood up and undressed out of my pajamas and into a Scary Kids Scaring Kids t-shirt , a pair of skinny jeans, and converses Nadia let me borrow. i turned on the radio and heard one of my favorite songs. Shake It by Metro Station. though i turned it down a little so i would wake any one.

Nadia had left her laptop in my room and i figured i could check my Myspace. just to see what was going on back in my hometown. one of my guy friends, Matt, was online.

hey Matty!

hows it goin down there?

he i.m.ed me back almost instantly.

heyy! Summer!! holy snot its good to hear from you.

where u been?

u'll never believe dis.

im in Greece.

Greece?! wat da Hell u doin up there?

i finally got tired of

mom & dads shit.

oh yea. 4got bout dat.

u doin aiight?

yea im grreat. me & Emery r stayin

@ my friend Nadia's place.

we're doin good.

thats great.

it was awesome hearin from ya hun. but ayy,

Mr. Thomas is starin at me. g2g.

aiight Matty. ttyl.

peace out! :)

when i signed off of Myspace i realized how much i missed Matt and all my other friends. a part of me wished greatly that i hadnt left my hometown, but then again i knew it was for the best.

Aidens P.O.V --

i had to actually see Summer instead of feeling like a derranged stalker and looking at her through her bedroom window. Nadia came to the the door when i knocked.

"hey, " i answered, "im Aiden. im one of Summers friends. you must be Nadia?"

"well yea. i am. you here to see Summ.."

"AIDEN!" Emerys voice interuppted Nadia. Emery had wrapped her arms around my waist.

i chuckled, "hey Emery! miss me?"

"uh huh," she replied with her sweetest voice.

"Aiden?" Summers voice came from the stairway. i looked up from Emery and stared at Summer. she looked just as beautiful as i remembered.

"hey," i had almost lost my breath.

"hey," she said with a smile.

my mind was racing. my thoughts sounded like a cheesy love song, but i knew it was all true.

"what are you doing here? how did you find me?" Summer asked me walking down the rest of the stairs now standing in the door way.

"i umm.. i..." how the hell was i going to explain this. oh yea, i read your mind with my special powers and found out you were here.

"nevermind that. its just good to see you," she said wrapping her arms around my neck. when i wrapped my arms around her waist i saw the look on Nadia's face. she could tell something was going on or was going to be going on between me and Summer.

" well, Aiden, " Summer said breaking away from my grasp, " i have to go to a job interview. you think we can meet up later on today?"

"um.. yea sure,"

"theres a little resturant down the road from where i work, "Nadia blurted out, " we can meet there."

"yea thatll be great. what time?" i asked. though it wasnt just going to be me and Summer. atleast i was able to spend sometime with her. i just had to make sure there were going to be no interupptions.

"round four. would be good," i said.

"alright then. ill see ya later, okay?" Summer added.

"yea deffinatly," i smiled and walked away from their home.

to be continued....

Strify's new message on Cinema Bizarre blog. NEW ALBUM!!

Howdy again! Right now we are pretty busy in the studio. We rent a very cheap room with just four beds in Hamburg to get the work for the second album started. We met some songwriters that came up with some ideas and we showed them some stuff and started writing some new songs. Probably we are going to record a few demos today and tomorrow. Get it going baby! And the busy stuff is going on because tomorrow we will take a plane to get to Italy and promote â�œFinal Attractionâ� which will be released in Italy on the 6th of June 2008! Yeah! Maybe weâ�™ll see you there, huh? <3 Very exciting! Hope you doing fine too, have a nice rest week! Strify.xxx And I shall tell you lovely greeting from Yu, Kiro, Shin and Luminor!

Dance with the Devil - Chapter 5 - Whats so Wrong?

[[ sorry it took me a while to post this. ive been busy with my exam stuff. enjoy :)) ]]

"oh my geez!" Nadia yelled again, "girl i cant believe your here. when did you get here?"

"me and Emery have only been here for a couple hours," i told her walking in the door as she walked to the side.

"what made you guys come up here?" she asked closing the door behind us.

"i finally got tired of al of our parents shit."

"they still doin all that shit over there?"

"sure are girl."

"damn," Nadia sighed, "well im deffinatly glad you came up here. i havent seen you in years, Summer. and the last time i saw Emery was when she was just a new born."

Emery smiled when she knew we still knew she was standing beside us.

"ha. yea shes grown a good bit," i smiled, "Nadia, you wouldnt mind us staying her for a coupel weeks, would ya? just until we can afford our own place."

"Summer, you can stay here as long as you want. how did you get here? i didnt see a car or a cab and wheres your stuff?" Nadia wondered.

i started to explain to Nadia what had happened about the plane and how Aiden had helped us out agter we got out of the situation.

"dude that sucks. atleast you were able to get out okay," she added after i was done," and who is this Aiden ive heard you talk about?" she had a big smile on her face.

i just smiled and stood up.

"uh-huh," she started,"when you smile and turn away from me that means you like him, dontcha?"

i didnt say anything.

"dontcha?" she started to tease me.

Nadia always knew when i liked someone. she could tell just by my facial expressions exactly what i was talking about.

"hmm," she started to ponder.

"oh God, your gonna start guessing what im thinking arent you?" i groaned.

she smiled, " you like him. you think hes fine as Hell. you wanna do more than.."

"NADIA!" i gasped in astonishment.

"what?" she replyed with her most innocent look," you know you were thinking it."

to my surprise, i knew Nadia was right. she knew me way to well.

"okay, so maybe i was but youd do it to if you saw that fine mother fucker."

we laughed at my statement. we were glad Emery was to preoccupied with watching the animated movie 'Anastasia'.

i turned and looked outside the window. i began to wonder why i didnt move with Nadia to this wonderful place when i had the chance. Nadia's home lay right next to tall ciry buildings with bright colored lights shining a little less brightly than they would at night, since now the sun was startingto rise.

"whats the matter?" Nadia stood beside me now.

it took me a moment to realize what was really wrong with me.

"im just worried at whats gonna happen to us. we have no money, no clothes, no nothing." i explained.

"everything will be fine, Summer. i can even get you a job down at the resturant that i work at. youll be fine," Nadia comforted me.

i knew she was right once again but i just didnt know how all of this was going to work.

Aidens P.O.V --

"what the hell is woring with you, Aiden?" my mom yelled at me," she could have found out. she could have turned us in, Aiden."

"no she wouldnt have," i said expressionless.

"and how do you know this, huh?" she was still yelling at the top of her lungs," how do you know, if she does find out, that she'll follow our fules, our laws. you know, those things that are abling us to live amongst all these humans. the onces that are keeping us alive! the law of the Dragovir are our lifelines, Aiden."

My voice started to rise. i was getting aggrevated, "i know what im risking mother and quite frankly i dont give a damn!"

"dont you show your fangs at me boy!"

she started to say something else but i had already started running.

trees were speeding past me. everything was just a big blur to me. i was running at the speed of light and i mead i was literally moving at the speed of light. when i hit the sea shore i came to an ubrupt halt, i wasnt even out of breath. even though i knew my home was atleast 50 miles away from the shore.

to be continued....